why dont you see the light of things
so many consequences to bear, just cos of your reckless actions.
please, spare a thought for those ard you.

today i went out with chryz! have to start looking for stuff.
hai. i dunno how i feel, for now, about choir.
its kinda in limbo.
halfway between the "i dont want to see you cos i need a break alr its way overdued" and the "i want to spend mroe time with you cos i know we dont have tt much together anymore".

indecisive in this dilemma.
i must divert all my energies to work to distract myself from all this.

had a good chat with liwei last night.
talked bout so much, made me think, worry a little, got wistful.